"Mary
Walks on Water" by Jackie Bartley
"The Wake" by
Allison Baker
"A Walk-Off
Home Run" by Theodore Deppe
Mary Walks on Water
Jackie Bartley
The river in winter: snow,
a white heart falling, splintering
into its icy selves,
streams delivering their chill,
the unsung verse of a song she used to know.
If only she could remember, the white
ribbon of thought could make it whole,
bring out the god in this wilderness.
They had wanted a scapegoat,
a person, a reason for sorrow. At first,
she had been unwilling, had her doubts.
But now she sees they'll drive themselves mad
without some comfort.
So she walks this river hardened past the solstice,
a crust over water flowing dark as coal,
to enter the dream of the bear
in its cave somewhere in these hills,
to be like the salmon
laboring its way in the shallows,
a muscle of fear glinting in the sun,
the bear's first meal.
Bear of my grieving,
Bear of hate and fear,
Bear, on the edge of sleep,
do not enter that blackness fattened
into lethargy, dulled by the cold.
Let the dream come back in new form
as matter reshapes itself according
to its state.
How softly she treads.
Her senses ready themselves
to the slightest shifting.
She walks on water, prepared
to ease its flow, alter its course,
sure now of what she has chosen:
a way to retrieve beauty, savor
love, enter the bear's dark heart.
July morning, white sky fat
with the planet's condensed breath,
bay slick as oil, the quick red fox
slips her nose into the shallows
and slides a mollusk from sanctuary.
A dance and toss, a swallow, and in dusk,
under cotton sky on hard soaked sand, I attend
the last moment of a razor clam.
I breathe. Without a glance she turns and trots
toward the raw new house on the bluff.
A leap into saw-grass and gone.
And then the dawn.
A Walk-Off Home Run
Theodore Deppe
for David Ortiz
Your teammates scramble
from the
dugout
to greet you at home plate
and, as you approach,
they start
singing your song,
or, trying
to sing it
(few of them
know
the Spanish lyrics)-
most serenade you
with their
own wordless
versions of the tune,
chanting meaningless syllables
that merge
with the crowd's din.
The camera
pans to the
bleachers
where no one's going
anywhere, and for once
the
announcers
are silent.
Enough to let the roar
and pictures
tell the story:
the crowd's
dancing in place,
everyone with
their own
dithyrambic shouts of joy.
and yes, there's power
in a song
when everyone sings and
believes the same words,
but better
still
this anthem of chaotic praise,
strangers and friends
finding their
own
ways to celebrate:
two nuns doing the merengue
in the aisle,
a boy who can't
stop jumping up and down,
and this one old man
quietly
weeping,
his mouth opening and closing
as if unable to find words
for
whatever's passed
like a dowsing rod
over him. The stadium lights
shine on his
cheeks
and he shakes his head
as if he knows
this was just
a game, and yet
something has happened
that's left him speechless.
All around
him
people sing in tongues,
thirty-something thousand
variations on
the hymn to joy,
while back on the field
the players
try now to
look serious-
there's one more game to win
to make the playoffs-
but the crowd
keeps cheering,
the Boston night
is filled with song, and the camera
returns for
one last glimpse
of the weeping man,
his mute words
somehow
necessary
in this chorus of praise.